Falling to my survival

I'm falling
My world spinning out of control
I'm freaking out, where am I now?
Upside down and I cant stop it now
Confusion,delusion, I wish it were all an illusion.

When my world started spinning out of control
Feeling as if there was nothing I could hold
I put my feet back on the ground
I turned it all around

When I fall and hit the ground
I get up, I see it through
No one is needed, not you
I will see this through

I'll get by
I'll survive, this is my storm.

And yet I ask
Is this real?
Is this pretend?
Will this madness ever come to an end?

Don't worry about me
I'll be fine
I found myself in my own underground world
Where I fell, i spiraled, I swirled, I hit the ground
But in the end it was my own strength that I found

I get up. I find things to stand up for and so much more. I advocate and educate.

This is my life be as it may
I have found my own way...
To survive.
I will survive this battle of mine.

H.Reese 2012©