I know I'm getting 30+ long overdue answers, but I'm getting other stuff along the way, and it's beginning to scare me. Hell, having my ribs cracked? Oh lawd let's hope for the other option on that one. Lupus or sarcoidosis and top it off with pulmonary fibrosis, that has no explanation for. But whatever this is I have may have been the root of me having epilepsy among everything else I get blessed with.
I just wanna breathe, with answers, and a treatment plan. If God thinks I can handle this then I have no other choice but to take it like a champ. But I'm ready for the unknown to be uncovered. So I can process this information overload. And perhaps sleep without a hundred things running through my mind. I'd be a liar if I said I wasn't afraid but a part of me is also hopeful.
I don't know why I'm telling the world of my woes. But I guess I just couldn't sleep and
Here I am, telling you everything....
I just want to feel better, I want to sleep well, I want all of this health nightmare to be over and done with!
Love to whoever reads,
Holley
